People may view the way I go about this thing as destructive, because I seem to break every rule on the subject for which I bare great personal pains, but I see the rules and the system as very much the problem though I'll agree they are necessary. I'm a rebel without a cause and my only allegiance is to the people. To me the rules, policies, and rhetoric are just a distraction from living and what it really means. There are enough schemers in the world and my only intention is to depict a more honest representation of a young man struggling to come to grips with the ugly truths about our situations, with all of its flaws, mistakes, and pitfalls. So that others might pick up the torch and find some comfort. For me it's about the journey, the contradictions that exist within oneself and the world; that these elaborately scripted shows are far from artistic and only serve as a disservice. It's my belief that we all have a gift and a purpose here on earth and mine is to remind people just how powerful we are and can be if we choose not to go along with the insanity. My interests fall on the psychology and sociology of humanity and whether we choose to suffer privately or publicly we all suffer together and though I'm dismayed with how far we have strayed from our ideals to where it is nearly impossible to go on these types of journeys in any affordable sense of the word I'm willing to except that reality. My narrative travels westward and though my future looks very uncertain, and I'm not sure of anything, though my back is very much against the wall and the only thing in front of me is a chopping block of poverty and a slow and painful death, because there seems to be no room for a voice or signature like mine in todays world I remain hopeful.
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